3a.m. Vulnerability

I wrote this one night a few months back when couldn’t sleep. Its weird how honest you can be when you are alone and in the dark.  I was feeling vulnerable, horny and physically longing for someone I couldn’t have.

Sometimes I miss you although I know I’m not supposed to…

I miss how you would hold me.

I miss looking down at you as you kiss my shoulder.

I miss knowing all those spots that would make you hot.

I miss the feeling of trailing my fingernails down the nape of your neck.

I miss the way you would tease.

I miss the sound of you whispering, your lips slightly grazing my ear as you ask me if I like how it feels.

I miss your mouth on me.

I miss you nibbling on my inner thigh slowly moving upward.

I miss how you would so easily make me wet.

I miss the wonderful feeling of you entering me, perfectly like a final puzzle piece.

I miss those moments where we would look into each others eyes and just know that things were on an entirely different level.

I miss the feeling of your hair in my hands, as I pull you closer to me in the heat of our many moments.

I miss the feelings of your fingers trailing down my sides and gripping my hips as I rode you.

I miss fucking you.

I miss your hands in my hair, pulling back.

I miss you being aggressive.

I miss how intense it would get as I got you closer, and closer…

I miss how you could make me cry out in pleasure.

I miss knowing that every moan was for me.

I miss making you cum.

I miss the grin that would appear on your lips as your breathing slowly came back to normal.

I miss how we would make love.

I miss you pulling me close to you and nuzzling your face into my neck.

I miss you being tender.

I miss dozing off while listening to your heartbeat.

I miss loving you.

I miss you loving me.

You now are a part of my past, i’m well aware of that,  but sometimes your memory haunts me.

I miss you sometimes at night…I know I’m not supposed to but I do…

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